"I love it." I said looking in my bathroom mirror. "It's pretty hot." Warren said standing behind me. I turned around smiling so I was facing him. "Thanks. You made my day." I told him. "I'm glad." He said. "I still can't stop thinking about Oz. I can't beleive he just left like that." I said. "Well, stop thinking about it." He said. He pushed my hair out of my face and tucked it behind my ear. He moved his hand to my cheek and ran his thumb side to side right below my eye. Suddenly, he pulled away. "I should get going." He said. I nodded. "Call me if you get lonely okay?" He said. "I will." "Or Spence." He laughed. "Just call someone." "I will." I said again. "Good." He said. I walked him to the door. I wanted to walk him to his car, but he wouldn't let me since it was dark out. I waved to him as he got in his car. I blew him a kiss and he laughed. He blew one back. I waved again as he got in his car, then I went back inside. I went straight back to my bedroom. I didn't like the emptiness in the rest of the apartment. I put my sweats back on and got in bed. I watched a few shows, then turned out the lights. I felt silly for feeling kind of scared of being alone in the apartment. I didn't feel safe at all. Every little sound terrified me. After a while, I really freaked myself out and turned the light back on. I felt like crying. I picked up my phone. "Spence or Warren?" I asked myself. "Spence. Warren. Spence. Warren. Fuck!" I heard a car alarm start going off in the parking lot and I jumped. My heart started beating really fast. I figured I shouldn't bother Spencer since he always had things to do. Plus, it was getting late. But, then I thought about how he needed a break sometimes, so I dialed his number, in hopes that he was awake and would like to come hang out with me for the night. He answered after two rings. "Hi." He said softly. "Did I wake you?" I asked. "Nope." He said. "Just watching Jay Leno." "This is going to sound really silly, but I keep freaking myself out." I said. "I don't feel safe here alone." "Aww. I'm sorry." He said. "I was thinking maybe you could use a break tonight. . ." I said. "Are you asking me to come over?" He asked. "Yeah." I said. "I am pretty sure that can me arranged. I miss you." He said. "I miss you too." "I screwed up and I don't expect you to forgive me." He said. "But-" "I forgive you." I interupted. "But I don't blame you for anything." "You don't?" He asked. "Of course not. I understand your family needs you." I said. "Thanks, Lola." He said. "So, you comin over?" I asked. "After Leno. Ten minutes. See you soon." He said. "Okay." "Bye." He said and hung up. "Yay." I said to myself as I set my phone down on my night stand. I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. I fixed my hair a little and put on some lipgloss. I stayed in my bedroom with the door locked until I heard Spencer knocking on the door.
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"I love it." I said looking in my bathroom mirror.
"It's pretty hot." Warren said standing behind me.
I turned around smiling so I was facing him. "Thanks. You made my day." I told him.
"I'm glad." He said.
"I still can't stop thinking about Oz. I can't beleive he just left like that." I said.
"Well, stop thinking about it." He said. He pushed my hair out of my face and tucked it behind my ear. He moved his hand to my cheek and ran his thumb side to side right below my eye. Suddenly, he pulled away. "I should get going." He said.
I nodded.
"Call me if you get lonely okay?" He said.
"I will."
"Or Spence." He laughed. "Just call someone."
"I will." I said again.
"Good." He said.
I walked him to the door. I wanted to walk him to his car, but he wouldn't let me since it was dark out.
I waved to him as he got in his car. I blew him a kiss and he laughed. He blew one back. I waved again as he got in his car, then I went back inside. I went straight back to my bedroom. I didn't like the emptiness in the rest of the apartment. I put my sweats back on and got in bed. I watched a few shows, then turned out the lights. I felt silly for feeling kind of scared of being alone in the apartment. I didn't feel safe at all. Every little sound terrified me. After a while, I really freaked myself out and turned the light back on. I felt like crying. I picked up my phone. "Spence or Warren?" I asked myself. "Spence. Warren. Spence. Warren. Fuck!" I heard a car alarm start going off in the parking lot and I jumped. My heart started beating really fast. I figured I shouldn't bother Spencer since he always had things to do. Plus, it was getting late. But, then I thought about how he needed a break sometimes, so I dialed his number, in hopes that he was awake and would like to come hang out with me for the night. He answered after two rings.
"Hi." He said softly.
"Did I wake you?" I asked.
"Nope." He said. "Just watching Jay Leno."
"This is going to sound really silly, but I keep freaking myself out." I said. "I don't feel safe here alone."
"Aww. I'm sorry." He said.
"I was thinking maybe you could use a break tonight. . ." I said.
"Are you asking me to come over?" He asked.
"Yeah." I said.
"I am pretty sure that can me arranged. I miss you." He said.
"I miss you too."
"I screwed up and I don't expect you to forgive me." He said. "But-"
"I forgive you." I interupted. "But I don't blame you for anything."
"You don't?" He asked.
"Of course not. I understand your family needs you." I said.
"Thanks, Lola." He said.
"So, you comin over?" I asked.
"After Leno. Ten minutes. See you soon." He said.
"Okay."
"Bye." He said and hung up.
"Yay." I said to myself as I set my phone down on my night stand. I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. I fixed my hair a little and put on some lipgloss. I stayed in my bedroom with the door locked until I heard Spencer knocking on the door.
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